The Flow

I am ready to get my life back. My life has been on hold. Both these expressions have been ringing in my head. I am pondering their meaning and where my truth lies.

Cancer has definitely been a life turn that I didn’t expect. A controlling boyfriend so to speak. My life is now consumed with ridding the cancer, but it hasn’t stopped life from happening. It’s different now. One where I need to take more conscious care of myself, and move through with even more intention. 

My body is leading the way. Every thought is now matched with what feels good to do next. It’s the simplest way I can trust what I need. This keeps me moving forward and living.

I don’t know how to put this other than cancer is my clean slate. Showing me my life hasn’t been on hold. In fact, it is beautifully creating something new. It stripped me physically and spiritually opened me. Teaching me this life is right here, right now, in this present moment.  

I simply need to create the space to unfold. For when I do, I open myself up to the flow. The flow has been my guide, my mentor and my safe haven. It has steered me in the direction I most need. The assignment is to trust the flow.